HEADache -vs- HEARTache

yesterday... i had posted some PICHAZ to dz blog to express my feeling towardz my life & sum1 who r very special in my life... actually the 1st picha, BLEED IT OUT is a poem... I created that poem on April 7, 2009 while attending IELTS class... actually that morning, in Academic Studies 2 class, my lecturer had assign the class to create a POEM... i had created a poem, a LOVE poem to my love ones... but after that class, i kept thinking to do another poem and walla!!! I finally created a SAD poem that i dedicate to my beloved pet sis... Idk, it seems like we're so far away, although we had been together since secondary skool & rite nw, we're studying in d same college... I really ms her... Myb she was too busy wit her work in dz college, yah as d one of d imprtnt stdnts in d college... Datz why we cant spend time 2gthr anymre... Poor me =( But life must go on... Wutevr hppn, i need to be grown up... Cz i'm too depending on her... She owez said "Plz be MATURE, u're getting older young lady..." hu3... I tried to be mature, to grown up like other gurlz, but i often FAILED =( Idk whtz wrong wit myself??????? Hwever 4 u sis, i hope dz relationshp dat we KEPT since 2006 will still standing forever cz i dun wanna lose u as U're d ONLY SIS 4 me...
Here i wanna apologized 4 everytin wrong dat i'd done 2 u... Thanx alotz 4 all d sweetest memoriez, support, kindness bla3 dat u'd given 2 me... No matter what, I WILL OWEZ LOVE U...

ADEQ SAYANG AKAK..........SELAMANYA............okie?

Actually, rite nw i feel so dizzy as i just woke u from my sleep... Feel so hungry, wanna go 2 cafe & hav some lunch with my besties... Daaaaa......